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Sunday, September 10, 2006 ;

supposedly wakiin up at 5 to study... but i cant wake up.. so i decide to wake up at 7...
but still tis lavy n heavy eyelid of miine cant lift up.. so at last to da very last i woke up at 8.04 am..wakaka... watch japan hours awhile, while scribbling some notes dat doesnt look like one.. hee.. still got lots to go... onli suceeded to understand 2 chapters... still got few chapters on customer service... and statistics which i hate most and don intend to study dat.. maybe um gonna jus read up da statistic part.. hahas..
kinda lucky coz um werkin in customer service line... so, sumhow i culd understand how tis freakin customer service chapter werks...hahas..

okay.. still got lots to go but here i am blogging away.. hehe... cant concentrate animore..
dun haf much time left fer me to study...later goin aunt mala's house.. got an even goin on over dere...tsk! goin arnd 1++... dunno wat to wear...hmm.. wat should i wear uh??
hmmmm...

cum across someone account...(someone i can sae related to me)
it realli touch ma heart...
dey have been in tis relationship fer like i tink 7 years....
u noe wat? dey neva hold hands, walk close to each otha...
overall it means dey neva touch each otha fer dat 7 years till dey r married...
and dey culd SUCCEED... how i envy em..
and she state tis in her account.."if one dae her child wanna try all these hold hands tingy, they can proudly sae "MOMMA N DADA COULD ACHIEVED IT, SO Y CANT U..""
its all about wether u wanna do it or not..and partly is about the great believer in sins of DONTS in Islam... how i wished i can do that...
their before marriage relationships iis so pure without any touch of sins..
if dere is some sins noted, it may just be accidents dat happen without them knowin...
i simply envy dem...

dats one of da reson y in da ferst place i dun wan to haf a relationships.. coz deres SINS..
now im in one, i tot i culd avoid it... but.. i cant..
im not strong enuff to handle it... sometimes i simply hate maselfs coz i cant sae NO...
im not statin dat 'he' was forciin me into aniting.. he was good to me..
he culd understand wat i wan n wat i dun wan... i suceeded tellin him dat i hate doin any intimates tings in public...i noe im kinda OLD FASHIONED n LAME n BORING...
but dats just me... if one dae he were to leave me bcoz of tis.. den i wont feel sad or wat..
coz i noe theres owis a limit to someones patience...n i noe i've made his patience lose..

i realli wish i culd have a pure relationship like her.
not wish.. I WANT TO HAVE IT!
i hope i culd achieve it..
call me stupid lame or wateva u wan... i dun care
coz i noe, if i did that, um in da rite track of achievin wat i want..
n avoid da DONTS sins...

p/s: if u readin dese 'yucky creature', hope u take note. i noe im demanding...
but i tink ma demands are fer the rite track..tanx.

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