i rant. i scream. i cry.
i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
turning 22
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Friday, September 01, 2006 ;
pEopLe cOuLdnT unDerStAnD mE...
i CouLdnT undErStaNd MaSeLf..
nO oNe cOulD uNdErsTaNd mE...
eargh! wen to see da doctor yesterdae niite... nothing much.. juz gimme some tablets n rashes cream AGAIN... tsk! okiee.. um realli tirred of all this can..? urgh! doc gimme MCs fer todaes werk... means i cant go to werk... tol da managers ..n dey was like U R SO TROUBLESOME... haish... i dunno sey...
later goin polyclinic with gerl... i wanna ask da doc dere to refer me to skiin center at hospital...
i realli cant go to normal doctors animore... NO USE..
do private doctors have oreadi SUURENDER... no medications.. no creams.. no injection culd cure me... i realli dunno wats wrong with ma blood n body.... i dunno wat im allergic to... so how can i avoid rashes... argh! u peeps mite onlii sae..."aiiyah..onli rashes... y make it a big deal...dur!" but hello... try get it once... n u noe hoe terrible it feels.... i noe it wont lead to death... but da sufferings are more den enuff.... onli dose with eczema or skiin probz like me will understand...its super tiring disease? ah... i dunno...
im juz sick of gettin tiz rashes... it realli burn out ma dada money...
can i sae tat im juz a big troublesome child? aaarrgghh! tiz realli bugged me.....
i realli pity ma parents...especially ma dada... fer those hu noe ma family background will understand it... i dun tink i can repay ma parents deeds or money... its farkin alot....
but dada onli ask me fer good grades.. save money, good attitude, pray n doa fer him... but i cant do dat..... wats wrong with me?its so simple without using any money..but stil its farkin difficult to do.... i simply hate maself.... argh! i dunno till wen i lead tiz type of life... okays peeps...dooms dae cumin..FULLSTOP.
(HIM)
dude, if ur readin dese.. um terribly sorrie fer wat i've did to u.... yahs i noe we din quarell at all.. but i noe um bein selfish towards u... i admiit it... but that juz me... difficult fer me to change...
n tiz shiity feeling keeps cumiin back althou i din want it... i juz hope u culd understand me... sometimes i still need time to be alone untill ma shitty feelings is gone...coz i dun wanna blurt stupid tings to u in da moment of anger... im sorrie once again... terribly sorrie.... :(
(BESTIES)
mish u both...---nur hazreen n shayida norfini
meet up one dae babes..
i culdnt find anione as superb as dem...
we shant fought about otha peeps animore yeahs..*huggs*
i'll miss dem weneva um alone in skool...
how i wish we r in da same skool n class...
coz i simply cant click with ma "frens" dat much...
<3
(FRENS)
i dun see the meanin in the werd FRENS fer ma ite liife...
um sori to sae tiz but pls reflect wateva u did...
backstabbin n stuff?
its juz too immature n stupid...
tiz is wat we sae MELAYU KOLOT...(typical malays)
um not bein a racist over here coz um a malay maself....
i do backstabbed.... but pls noe ur limits...
sometimes FRENS are too irritatin...
and pls fer godamn sake dun involve the innocent..
ask urself ferst bfore blamin othas... reflect wat u did...
coz if u point a fiinger at othas..3 fingers are pointed to u...
and aniwae if u wanna backstabbed or gossips bout me... GO AHEAD...
i dun mind.... realli... backstabbed me even more...
coz i'll gain something from u....
n i simply cant be bothered with wat ur sayiin bout me....
as i noe i din hurt u n i noe wat um doin....
tankiu FRENS...
i shant trust anione animore..
wanee-outz
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