i rant. i scream. i cry.
i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
turning 22
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Saturday, November 25, 2006 ;
i dunno wat happen to ma bloggies. earlier on, i cant blog. i dunno y. hopefully after this would be okayss.n computer is super lagging. virus realli sucks. compie realli sickoz. tsk! wat can i do besides waitin fer compie to die sooner or later. goin trou operation realli need some bucks. fcuked!
i juz feel like smashing this compie of mine. throw it down from the 88th floor n watch it smashed on da floor. it would make me feel betta. im sure.
todae was a superbly kanasai dae fer me. totally fcukin mood from yesterdae nite. hearthrob was unlucky coz hes ma ferst victim. but hu cares.! errgghh!! mood was realli down n lily ask me to teach a newbie. priya. i was like.. FCUKED! well, wasnt bein rude here but ive no mood. so teach her stuff dat she need to noe with a oh-so-fake smile. ask her to take order. neva do 7-steps althou i back her up. cant be bothered. wateva.
besties msg askin wanna watch movie as she got free tix. but shit! i need to go home as dada was alone in da house. he remind me ytdae to go home early. so tol besties cant make it.
finish werk. went home. momma neva cook. add to ma mood swings. on da compie fer like 3-5 times. jamm. lag. jamm. lag. den dada sae that tha person cum owedi. i was liked EH TANX AH EHK. BKN NAK BLG AKU SIANG2. if not i can follow besties. but tix was gone. so shut ma mouth n scream like hell inside. super frustrated. decided to cook some fried rice fer me. taste awful but hell im hungry so its finished. eva heard of an angry man is a hungry man or vice versa. yahs. im one of dem. i did cried. till i bite ma own hand. juz wish i culd slash ma arm with a penknife. im sure da feeling will be nice. but im not dat sick yet. i mean not now. maybe soon.
after eatin, mood was 5% betta. tv programmes sux like hell. n now, back to blogging here.
tmr werkin 5-11. sux. i dun wish to teach anione. not bein stingy of knowledge but i dunno how to teach. yeahs. i realli mean it. DUNNO. if i teach wrongly, its ma fault. if i teach da rite ting, mnger will sae, the newbie can understand well. no credits fer me uh? well, fcuked i dun wish to take da credits too. lina werkin tmr. some happiness fer me.
i wanna sleep now. i hope i culd juz sleep foreva. no disturbance.
i do admit i feel lost, left out, sick, tired by all da people around me.
im trying not to be bothered by all that but SOON i will. dun test ma patience.
thou u all noe im moody but yet i have not shown ma true colours.
im putting a smile infront of othas but no one noes wats wrong with me. no one.
LOST.
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