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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ;

1815hours-24/04/2006 my great grandmother passed away. was at work when Noi message me. i can't go home cause somehow we thought we are short of staff. in the end, all staff was present. but still, by the time i reached home, it would be late. so, i decided to go tommorrow instead. mama dada and Noi went there first. shasha OT. and by the way, work was okay. thank god.

so today i skipped school cause dada want to reach there early. woke up at 830. find my kurung and tudung. all-purple from head to toe. while shasha all-yellow. haa. muka bulat seyyyyyyyyy. very ugly. hee. but who cares! so, we reached taman jurong at 9++. lots of people uh. waited for the corpse to be bathe by the daughters. around 1 hour ahh gitu. then before they pray for the corpse, some of us kiss the corpse as a sign of respect and love. i did. shasha did. dada did. ouh ya, now then i know dada is my great grandmother FIRST grandson. the corpse was like super cold ahh. macam cium air batu. that was the FIRST TIME i kiss a corpse. the last time i went to a funeral was like ages ago when i'm still small. yes, i did cried. although she's not close but yeahs, somehow we can sense the feeling of lost. kalau da moyang meninggal aku menangis, ape lagi kalau nenek or parents. tskk. TREASURE them. ouh ya, mama kind of irritating ahh just now. hahaha. serious laa. =)) we went home at 12. i so want to follow them to the cemetery but yahs, macam menyusahkan ahh. haishhhh........................ayu wasn't there. saw her mom only.

seeing all this makes me realise my mistakes more uh. well, not everything last in this world. and you only bring YOURSELF and DEEDS when you are dead. not money, gold, clothes, cars, house or whatever shyt. haiisshh... till here then. may GOD bless her in the other world and reduce her punishment. AL-FATEHAH. amin.

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