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WANEE
turning 22
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007 ;
once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAYIDA. love ya to bits. =)
okay, back to my own life. i can't sleep. lessons at 11 later. come school for just like 2 hour lessons? yup, finishing at 1. i hope LIA wouldn't be late. =/ seriously, i'm having sleeping disorder. i don't know whether it is because of sleeping disorder or because of something else. tsk. i was tossing and turning in bed at 10 last night. and i ended up sleeping at 1130 or 12. and yes, i woke up at 330. feeling so asdfgh. then i sleep back at 430. and AGAIN i woke up at 530 and till now, i can't sleep. so, i decided to turn on my compie. shasha w0ke up, bathing and was shocked to see me at the living room looking at the mirror to check my puffy eyes. i even say this to her, 'ye.. ni aku, iza.' ok then, she realised i'm awake. like duh. now, i'm alone. sisters went to work. mom too. only left dad but he's sleeping. haishhhh.
ergh. i hate what i'm feeling right now. YES!! YES!! I HATE IT!! errgghh! i so don't know what to do. who to turned to. i'm so sick. seriously, i'm so sick of my ownself. how i wished i can be other people and not NURRIZAWANI. how i wished i can always think positive. how i wished i can be understanding enough. how i wished i can make people around me happy. how i wished i wouldn't have this fcuking attitude. how i wished i don't have any shitty mood. how i wished i wouldn't hurt anyone and hurt my ownself. how i wished... how i wished that all this wishes would come true.
bye.
and it hurt us alot.Labels: i'm so down
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