i rant. i scream. i cry.
i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
turning 22
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ;
ahhh! i simply hate it whenever that 'loner' feeling came and bring a great distraction in my life. Fcuk! Fcuk! shit. i thought its over since i'm all-BLOODY for now. PMS should be over by now ehkk? or maybe mine is before, during and after? babi.
school was SERIOUSLY & EXTREMELY boring. ouhh, i hate school, lessons, teachers and some annoying mateS. i just feel like quitting right now. quitting everything. call me a quitter or what, its my life and i'm very sick of it. but still, its not like i'm having a good bloody life with money and knowledge all around me, that's why i'm still holding on. and also, for the sake of my FATHER who always pay for my medical and education needs eventhough he's not working. and shut up if you want to say, "ehh, if possible i want to be in school back. not working. you should enjoy it." when you're schooling previously, you would obviously say the same thing as what i'm saying right now. so, shut up.
i just feel that i don't have any life. people around me are always busy with their own things. i feel that i'm not needed in their life. have you ever feel that way before? sucks? yah, mine's worst. or maybe i'm just feeling down right now? nahh, i don't think so. i just got the feeling that i'm not being appreciate. and since people simply can't be bothered with me, i think i should do the same uh?? nah-uh. just let me follow the flow. arghh, i'm feeling so down that i think i would just break down after blogging.
i hope it would get better. for now, leave me alone.Labels: loner
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