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WANEE
turning 22
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ;
Time Checked: 12.3a AM
i thought the days of my Sleep-less Night is over. i'm wrong. it starts AGAIN. worst still, rashie is OUT. Neck, behind Neck, Armpits, Leg, Body and Arm. can i say the whole of Nurrizawani? fcuked. i don't want to waste any more $$ on my rashes. its my Dad's money and i do pity him. He pay EVERYTHING for me. i'm quite ashamed of myself cause i'm working yet i can't pay for myself. sigh. Rashes, please go away for like after 90 years can? period.
work was relaxing. there's NO crowd. only on certain times. supposedly working at 5 but i came in around 345 to train for my Base. basically, help out with the topping up and cutting some spring onions. did the burgers, following procedure. TG told me that i need to do some paperwork for tomorrow. err, i mean later. should be the Base and Cashier questionaire. i'm not ready for it cause i don't think that i really know my cashier stuff although i've been around for like 3 years plus and for Base? forget it. so now, how am i going to pass the papers?
(alamak, nie rashes.. besar punya irritating pig ahhh. >:( ) i've got lots of things UnDone. like projects and PROBLEMS? -.-' i still got 2 projects to go. hopefully Tourism would be done by this weekend. or latest by next Tuesday. Thank God OA need to be handed in by the 27th. but hell yeah, exam would be on 7-13. i'm trying HARD to study. but you see, when you try so HARD to study, it means you CAN'T study a single thing at all. macam siak. and problems, problems, problems keeps running in without any Stop, at ALL. sangat kurang ajar. be it about Money, Family or What so ever, it just can't STOP. why ehk? tskk. currently having SOME problems which is fcuking obvious killing my mood, making me all worried. i'm trying hard to be happy okays. so PLEASE don't bring me down when i'm happy for these few weeks. thank you?
on a lighter note, i miss my darling BESTIES ALOT. i hope everything went smoothly on Wednesday hokays. PLEASE make me SMILE and LAUGH like nobody business. i NEED that. & i miss my Babeu IBRAHIM HUSSINE ALOT too. i need him and his nonsense to make me feel all nonsensical. and i'll start ranting all my curses on him. =) he's asleep now. ahh, it feels so sucky if he sleeps TOO EARLY then me. i've got no one to talk to. sigh.
its raining heavily yet i still can't close my eyes. they always say that 'it feels so nice to sleep during rainy days. you just feel that you don't to wake up..' me? nahh, its still the same. rain or shine. SLEEPLESS NIGHT.
'semenjak kita di dalam perut Ibu, sudah tertulis di sebuah buku bahawasa-nya apa yang telah atau bakal terjadi akan terjadi pada diri kita. kita patutlah menerima apa yang telah kita tempuhi dan akan kita tempuhi dalam kehidupan seharian kita. jika kita bercinta dengan seseorang, tapi terputus, jangan lah kita terlalu bersedih kerana sesungguhnya ALLAH SWT lebih mengetahui tentang kehidupan kita. dan apabila kita mempunyai masalah, jangan lah kita terlalu runsing memikirnya kerana sesungguhnya ALLAH SWT AKAN membantu kita jika kita membantu diri kita sendiri. meminta lah pada ALLAH SWT, bukan pada orang lain.'
i'm trying hard to absorb these words into myself. ouh GOD, thank you for your help for today. THANK YOU. i hope you will continue helping me for the next coming days. i'll pray hard for my wishes. THANK YOU.Labels: =))
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