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Sunday, August 12, 2007 ;

i simply HATE myself.

i just hate how low my self-c0nfidence/esteem is, how my negative-thinking overcome the positive thoughts i have, how i create my own fear and how pathetic can i be thinking about my own fear. sometimes i wonder how people around me understand me. for this, i hate being a Fucking Librans. yes, a stupid one.

someone, please slap me REAL HARD on my puffy cheecks or at least knock my head on a wall so that i could realise what the fcuking hell i am doing. and whenever my cibai attitude starts, Dearest Hearthr0bz would be the one i put the blamed on. and after that i would keep saying sorry to him. like what the fcuk? i don't understand what am i d0ing or think. argh!

i'm not feeling well. im having cold sweat, my throat sucks, my flu is getting worst and im having this nauseous feeling. everything which revolve around me is not right. something must be wrong with me. i need to start thinking using my BRAIN not thr0ugh my cibai EMOTIONS.

bye and sorry.