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WANEE
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Monday, November 19, 2007 ;
Assalammualaikum and Hello! =)
Hey Girlfriends, have you all ever wish that you have your friends'/strangers' hair, eyes, butt, bo0bies or even legs instead of your own..? I presume every girl have that wishful thinking at least ONCE in their lifetime. =) well, you are not alone Sweetheart, I did have that thinking too before.
& its like killing our own self-confidence or esteem. for me, i don't really fancy neither my looks nor figure. though some people say im OKAY, but still, that insecurity feelings of my own self do exist. i mean, come on, only those shame-less peeps would say they are pretty like in some friendster photos, "cute kan?, do i look sweet in this? etc..." *roll eyes* boleh tahan perasan. issh! hindarkanlah aku dari golongan seperti ini. =))
but, i do came across few friendster pictures or website by which they took their photos' nicely even without make up. envy? like duhhh! obvious! how cool can that be......................... like they are so photogenic in pictures and even look pretty in reality. cause some people say that "if you look photogenic in photo, you don't look that pretty in reality and vice versa.." true ke? hmmm, its so UNFAIR! =( they always have great looks and talents and even WORK. like they can dance, sing or even modelling. me? still stuck in KFC, living with all those chickens for nearly 3.5 years with 3.5o bucks per hour. pathethic? yes! I know. tsk.
whatever it is, BERSYUKURLAH with what GOD has given you. and yes, i am trying! cause i think there is some reason why GOD create ME to be NURRIZAWANI and not some Peah, Bedah or Jenab. **nama2 di sini, tidak ada kena mengena dengan yang hidup mahu pun yang dah mati.** =))
on a slightly lighter note.......
school was as usual. nothing special happen so i won't emphasize on it. only that i waste my 2hours in Public Relation class cause lesson wasn't really lesson. faham? hmm, kalau tak, then its okay. LOL!
Wanie told me that The Tattooist will be in Cinema next week. -.-' so, Gerl, suspect kuat: Coming Friday there won't be any movie date but we still can have a luch date? LOL! *winks* ehhh ya, Gerl, your Mom says this to me, "dah susut sikit ehh badan." and i was like, "huh?".. haha. that shows that i'm fat when the last time your Mom saw me. takmau Jealous okay Gerl? bleahs! =)))
now, now, my pimples is getting worst. 4 in a row. sedikit sebanyak ada macam KNNC'B'B ahh gitu. =( i've been using all sorts of medication or facial foams, or creams or moisturizer to make these scar, white & black heads, pimples, whitespots and even rashies gone. but its not working. grrrr.... aku berserah sahaja pada TUHAN. -.-''
till here then.
GoodBye DearestLoveOnes. *winks*
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