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Monday, January 14, 2008 ;

You know, it sucks when people that's real close to you just don't understand your feelings. Like how you feel and stuff. And it hurts more when you expect them to lend you some ear but they just say something like "Whatever" to you. Well, sad to say, that's my family after all. Sigh.

I simply don't understand why am I being very very very very sensitive these few days. Making matter more worst, its about the job thingy. Sadly to say, today is my last day, I presume. Cause manager didn't plan any slots for me. Tsk. I thought I could stay for a week or so, but it seems like its better if I go. It's like so soon. Too soon. I didn't even manage to bid goodbye to my seniors there like Aunty Aishah, my best partner for morning cashier. I can't even bear to say that I'm quitting cause the Manager is unhappy about my leaving, so why must I bother to create a big hu-ha over there. True? And THANKS CHINPING for telling the others. Trust you so much not to tell others but you tell Angie, Putri and all. THANKS EAHK! LOL! Heyyy! I'm gonna miss you all. Guess what bloggers, I don't know why I cried when Kalsom hug me. Actually, whenever she hug me, I will hate it man! But just now, out of sudden I just burst into tears. Kalsom was shocked too cause she don't know I'm quitting. So, there it goes again. Telling her about my leaving. Damn! I can't stop crying. I'm gonna miss the WHOLE KFC. C'mon tell me! I've worked there nearly 4 years. If I quit there without feeling any sadness, that shows that I'm heartless laa kan. Ohh even the riders ask me. Owww! I've just started to talk to the riders and know them but yeahh, I'm quitting. Well actually, I've got a choice of not quitting. But, I think GOD is giving me chance to explore new jobs cause I've been whinning for the past years for a new job. Takkan nak tolak rezki kan? Ohh, thanks Putri cause you consoled me. =) Meet up one day hokays Super-Putri, Twinnie-Angie and Nabey-ChinPing??!! I'm gonna miss your Nabey words laahh Ping2! Later no one going to shout from counter this, PING PING AHHH! LOL! =)

Ok, another emo entry from me. Sorry hokays! Kalau taknak baca, tunggu next few entries kalau aku dah ok. =) Let me tell you this. I'm not being whatever or anything over here laa kan. I think my family members or whoever thinks I am someone like that. Its just that, the feeling and bond you work with great staff makes you feel like you are missing them terribly. Actually its not really about money that I wanna quit. It's because I want to gain new experience and also because I no longer feel any urge to work there. There's no bond anymore. I can't feel it. So, it's better for me to find new places and make new friends. BUT, I'm so gonna miss that place real bad. The memories I had. The day when Kannan, TG, Cherry was there, the day Elfe and me starts dating, the day when I make a lot of new friends and lots more. Its unforgettable. Tsk.

I don't know what to blog anymore. Dah macam drama-mama plak nnti oran cakap aku kan. Cause korang pon bukan faham. Cheh! Ok then, so long bloggers! =)