i rant. i scream. i cry.
i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
turning 22
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Saturday, March 01, 2008 ;
Everything went well for everyone around me. But why it never went well for me? Why is life being so unfair to me? Why must I always understand other people and why can't people understand me, understand what I want and stuff?
Its such a pain when you feel like you've been taken advantage of for your "patience' eventhough for others, you never show any patience at all? Well, actually I did.
I don't know whether its me being all so sensitive or others have been taking advantage of me all along, by which I did not even realise?
I seriously, don't want to have the thinking that others are taking advantage of me but after much thinking, haishhh, I don't even know.
I feel seriously asdfgh. No, this is no longer my shitty feelings. I'm angry, sad, brokenhearted and lots more and it hurts real bad. I've been pushing away my hurt-ness bit by bit everyday but it kept building up.
Haishh. I don't know what I'm mumbling about. But, I'm sad.
Remember I told you, I NEVER deleted the messages sent a year ago cause that's the message that makes me strong everyday. Strong enough to face all the problems we had. Every messages sent to me always make me smile and happy. Now, it has been months since I get all those message. Haishh. I know you're busy. I'm seriously SICK of that reason. SO SICK okay?
Damn! Why even I bother to write up this entry. No one gonna care anyway. Just let me bleed happily ok?
I just wanna lead a happy normal life without any worries like all other girls. But why can't I? Why am I putting all the fcuking effort but NO ONE, i repeat, NO ONE even BLOODY FCUKING CARE ABOUT MY BLOODY EFFORT?
If ever I have any haters in my life which is reading my blog or my life, LAUGH all you want cause my life is fcuking sucky. Happy right? Laugh your hearts out you asshole dump. Go get a life!
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