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WANEE
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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ;
I wanna blog, but I don't know what to blog about.
I feel seriously down these few days and thankd BestFriends for being there for me 24/7. I think Shayida suey have infected my life. Jangan dekat2 dengan aku lagi laa Shida! Hahaha. Kidding. I hope March would pass and April would be a better month for me.
I've clarified somethings with SweetLove. And he claimed that he could accept what i've said. I dunno whether he say it out of lazy-ness to bother with my attitude or he say it because he mean it. I hope its the 2nd answer. I don't want to lose him cause he's my BESTFRIEND, my BOYFRIEND, my BROTHER, and importantly, part of my SOUL and LIFE. He's the substitute for my family and bestfriend. I hope everything went well in our relationship. I'll try to be a better GF. And I'll always pray to ALLAH that he would love my relationship with him. I know ALLAH hear me and I hope HE would always help me. Amin.
Back to my own life, I hope I could receive a guidance to be closer to HIM cause I've been neglecting HIM too much. I missed reading the Quran and having the peaceful mind and heart. Haishhh, I HOPE I can change one day. Because HE have helped me a lot of times but being a selfish human being, we tend to forget to say thanks and feel contented with what we got. Dad always nag about prayers and it really get into my nerves. But I kow he meant good. It is for our life later on. I'll try DAD. I'll try to be a useful daughter. But you know, sometimes I find myself USELESS. So, how can I show it to the others that I can make it? I know I sound contradicting. That's why I hate myself. Sigh. Maybe it's true what they say. "LOVE YOURSELF BEFORE YOU LOVE OTHERS & IF YOU DONT LOVE YOURSELF, HOW CAN OTHERS LOVE YOU" Maybe I should try to love my ownself. Maybe....
(Psst: Sha, I sounded like YOU-KNOW-WHO for my above entry. heeeeee)
Alright! Wednesday, school results gonna be out! Damnn! I can't wait to see my OAFA results. How great if we can know how much we score for our FRONTPAGE. I so wanna know man! Tsk.
And yeahh, gonna tag Shayida for her hair-thingy. She's so GHAIRAH nak mampos! Jangan ghairah2, nnti tak menjadi. =p
Ok bye.
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