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WANEE
turning 22
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Sunday, May 11, 2008 ;
In around 40 minutes time, I'm gonna get ready for work, -.-"
And I'm still waiting for Momma Mee Goreng for my lunch. =) I think I'm growing fatter cause I've been munching every minute. I miss NOT eating. I rather have my body all skeleton look since NO ONE wants me. Sigh. But that won't happen. Bleahs.
Its been raining AGAIN early morning. And I can't help it but to think of my Ex everytime it rained. I don't know why. Like yesterday morning, I sms-ed him at 3++AM, asking him to cover himself with blanket and stuff cause he catches cold easily. Yes, I'm still worried for him. And I nearly msg-ed him again just now too when I suddenly woked up at 4++AM to remind him to cover himself again. Ahhh, I just can't help it and I can't deny that I still care for him. Walauweyy! I seriously miss him man! Sigh.
As what I told Shasha yesterday night,
Me: Sha, I miss having dates. Ada orang yang kau nak kenal2 kan dgn aku? LOL!
Her: *rol eyes*
Me: Ehh but serious ahh. Everytime i think about my FIRST date with him, i still get butterflied in my stomach.
Her: Macam mana butterflies boleh masok perot kau?
Me: -.-
And we talked about how she felt when her EX broke up with her but she got Sham and stuff. Takpe, aku dengan dia je yang faham. =) Sigh. I really wished to be someone that don't care about others and cared only for my own fcuking self, like my friend; SHAYIDA NORFINI. But I can't. I think tooooooo bloody much for others that in the end it breaks my own heart and I'm the one who will get hurt again and again and again. That's why, my life is so unfair. =(
Sidetrack, Dad Shasha and Noi will be going Nenek house shortly later. Fcuk. I forgot to take OFF today and so I need to work. Nabey. I miss going Nenek house, somemore she'll be moving house to JALAN BAHAR, among all places! Tsk. Ohh, they went there cause its Mothers Day mahhhs. I haven't bought anything for Momma. I told her, i'll be giving her NEXT WEEK. haha! At least bagi jugak peeeeeeee. Cuma lambat aja. =)
Ok, Momma Mee Goreng dah siap. So, I wanna eat. Bye.
Ahhhhh! Aku sayangkan diaaaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I miss him *tears*
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