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Monday, May 05, 2008 ;

I can't sleep cause my mind keeps on thinking and thinking. -.-

Its been daaaays, since I update a proper entry. I know and I realise that too. As you guys/gals understand my situation, its not easy for me. I've been very very very very dooowwwwn. Yes, I still do. My mood can be up for now, but the very next minute, I can just rot and cry like nobody business. Tsk. I'm seriously very tired of my current life. I just hope everything gets back normally. I truly miss him. =(

I'll be working a lot of daaayyss this week. Hope that it will keep me busy. Sigh. Saw a glimpse of him few days back. Awww! I really miss him. *Tears* Anyway, I don't really know what to update. SERIOUS. Nothing much happening in my life cause I've been going through the same old thing every seconds in my life. Duh? Oh well, books keep me company the whole day if i'm not working. So, by tomorrow I need to borrow a new batch of Malay Novels to keep me busy. Ala, buku pon kadang2 ending nya menyakitkan jiwa raga aku. But takpelah, boleh jugak aku nangis and smile2 sendiri. =) How sweeeet, if my love life ended up like those in storybooks? Ok, shut up. *Roll eyes*

Dad have been very 'irritatingly sweet' sometimes. Well, he knows about my breakup and I'm sure he's pretty worried if I kept on crying all day long. So, whenever I say I wanna meet my friends, he'll just agree to it. Hahaha! And few days back, I kept on singing all the sad plus jiwang karat songs loudly, and he say this to me;

Me: "Beratnya rasa hati, nak melangkah pergi......etc" *Singing*
Dad: Cuba nyanyi lagu yang gembira macam, "Hahaha, Aku GEMBIRA, AKU GEMBIRA SEKALI!"
Me: -.-

Hahaha. Siao! Orang tengah sedih al-pasrah, dia buat lawak tingtong. Geram je.

I've been meeting the BestFriends like thrice a week or so. Bleahs. I know they Shayida's bored too. Seriously, I don't wanna meet Hazreen too often although I have the urge to always meet her and tell her all sorts of 'stories'. Haish. I don't wanna put her in a spot between the BestFriend and the BoyFriend. I know how both of them feel. So, Shayida, I'll be meeting you MORE OFTEN instead of Nur Hazreen. Haa! Gerl, takmau small small heart(Kecil hati) ok? Kalau kau nak meet kita, just call. =) You know my intentions are good and you always know I'm there for you for whatever reasons or problems you are facing ok. Anyway, I REALLY MISS GOING OUT WITH BOTH OF YOU like last time. Yeah, we always meet but we seldom went out together. When I saw all the yuhuans students, it just remind me of US waaaay back in secondary school. I miss going out with the two of you. I'm serious. Tsk.

On a very very very HEAVY note;
I miss him. I miss him. I miss him. I miss him. -IBRAHIM HUSSINE

Sigh.

Saatku rindu padamu. Seru ku seru namamu bertalu.
Bila ku sebut namamu. Damai di ruang hatiku ini.