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WANEE
turning 22
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008 ;
Yes. I've become weak again and it sucks. It sucks a whole lot in my life. That emotional freaking feeling just stayed there and din even bother to move at all. I thought at elast it moved an inch. But no, it didn't move at all. And it sucks getting this feeling again and again cause I'll end up tearing up every night, early morning and late afternoon.
I just feel way too lonely in life right now. Ive got no one to turn too. Yes, i know there's still my BestF and Friends and Siblings. But I can't always turned to them. They have their own life and Im pretty sure that are tired of listening to me. And it simply sucks to see couples dating when I go out. It hurts me so badly that I can just cry on the spot. But I know I will look stupid. -.-" So, if you're dating, just get out from my sight ok for the time being? Cause its really sore me to death.
I wished he could just stab me right in my heart and see me bleed and die quietly instead of breaking my heart and let me suffer all alone. Its just way too painful, and sometimes I just feel like killing myself so I dont have to think about all this anymore. Sigh. Stupid. Can someone take away the 2006-2008 memories from my mind? But just leave a few good memories I had with him so it can be called MEMORIES for me. Sigh.
bye
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