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Thursday, July 31, 2008 ;
Hello.
Sorry for the lack of updates.
First and foremost, I find this hilarious. Sorry Kak, but aku terjumpa kau nya jugak. LOL! Don't ask me my username and password cause I've looooong clean forgotten about it. I'm bored you see. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm too lazy to search for Noi's profile. Heee.
Kemtal laa seyyy! LOL!
Been attending the Espresso Course for the past 3 days. Well, I must say that by attending the course, it helps me a lot in understanding what my work is all about. Not just doing coffee but understanding the Art of Espresso. =) It interest me a whole lot in knowing about coffee and the words used in describing the bitterness and stuffs about it. Plus, Rayson is such a funny guy. He reminds me of Thiam Nguan, the best manager in Kfc Bpp. Though the course is a short one, but we learnt quite a lot of things. =)) But still, I prefer the Caramali machine instead of the Franke machine. HAHA. So, let's hope that the Caramali machine won't break down while I'm still serving coffees for this year. LOL! Anyway, it tires me out going for the training till I need to smack some 'Koyoks' or known as 'SalonPas' on my neck and back. -.- Haha. Like nenek2 ;aa sey. =)
The meet-ups on Sunday with the Bestfriends was not a Fun one, seriously. Its been 3 weeks plus we've not met or exchange stories but the excitement is just not there, if the other two understand what I mean. =) Pretty boring outing I must say. But nevermind, there's always next time when everyone is much much better be it phsically or mentally.
And it just sucks to walk down 3 lanes of memories at Bugis on that day cause it just pull down my mood super bad. I told myself to be strong when I know tears are rolling down.
Yes Siti Kamaliah, I read your blog too. Thanks for your concern. I miss story telling with you too. You've been there, from the start I've known him till the end of the fairytale story. You know how I feel, you know all my stories, you know what I've gone through the first time I accepted him, you know how stressful I am, you know how happy I can be when I told you stories about me and him, you know everything on what I feel every each single day of year June 2006- April 2008, and you know how much I love him. *Tears* I miss my old-self too. But I no longer can be that old Wani, babe. =) Maybe not now. I miss you guys too eventhough I've been replying the messages in a very foul mood. We'll meet up one day aye FRIENDS.
I think I'm losing my friends day by day due to my emotional problems. *Shakes head* It's waaay to difficult to revert to my old self back. Sigh. Even Hazreen say this, "Nasib aku da tak jumpa kau sangat ehh sekarang." See? Even the bestfriends can say that to me. Sigh.
I hope August will bring a better life for me. Haishh.
Till here then.
Saat kau pergi,
Berlinanglah air mataku
Betapa cinta ku rasakan
Kebahagiaan itu kini lenyaplah sudah
Tak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan ini terjadi
Ku hanya bisa merelakan
Jika memang kau pikir
Ini lah yang terbaik
Tak perlu kau beri alasan
Mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
Karena ku yakin mungkin semuanya itu bisa
Membuatmu bahagia
Sepenuhnya ku menyadari
Bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
Namun ku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
Setulusnya hati
Tak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan ini terjadi
Betapa cinta ku rasakan
Kebahagiaan itu kini lenyaplah sudah
Saat kau pergi
Berlinanglah air mataku
Warning: if you were to listen to this song, its really telling the love-story of you and me. understand the lyrics and you'll know what i mean sweetheart. i love you so much that when that day comes and you say 'im letting you go', it bring tears to my eyes every single seconds in my life. yes, i've never wanted for this to happen but since you've already make a decision for your own good, for your ownself, what else can i do? you gave me a reason which bring hopes to my ownself when actually there's another reason behind it, which kill my soul continuously. the love that we've shared, now is gone on your part. But not mine.
"..sepenuhnya ku menyedari, bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki, namun ku akan terus menyayangimu setulusnya hati.."
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