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Monday, August 04, 2008 ;
Have you guys fall in love before? Okay, that's the most stupidest question ever on Earth. -.-
On a lighter note about LOVE, I've conclude that LOVE no longer exists 100%-ly in a relationship. As what my BestFriend says, "It's more to LUST rather than LOVE." I have to agree with it oh-so-much.
You know what? After my break up with the MostPreciousLoveEx, I've learned, pretty much, a whole lot of things. Be it in a good/bad way. Prolly something like- spending time with the special one is very important, as to let them know that they are appreciated very much and also making sure that the LOVE won't fade. And also something like- NOT to give in easily be it emotionally/physically/mentally cause its all LUST, not LOVE. =)
In LOVE, it hurts when you've put in your heart and soul in a relationship but it doesn't turn out the way that you want it. You fantasize everything about your LOVE journey, smiling all alone thinking about it, but you ended up with tears rolling down your cheecks. Making things worst, its hurting every time you think about it, and you will never get over it.
That's what happening to me, NOW. Nop, I can never get over it. NEVER. =) Sometimes I wonder, why must I put my ownself in this situation when actually I can be very happy since I'm all free to flirt around. Alright, c'mon BESTFRIENDS and FRIENDS, laugh with me. HA HA HA. NURRIZAWANI? FLIRT? Memang tak kena langsung! Sigh**
I came across one of my Netball seniors blog, and saw her pictures with the BF. Kill me please, I so freaking envy them. They have been together for nearly 6years. Great huh? But mine didn't come true, not even for the 2nd year. Sigh.
I know I know, some bloggers have been complaining why I always post a very emotional/sad entry. But I thought, I've been like that since I started this blog? Or maybe MORE pathethic entry after the breakups laa ok. I admit. Can't help it laa bloggers. =/
Ok, gonna sell some coffees later on. Boring tau. Sigh.
Ohhh, FRIENDS, you guys keeps on harping about the outing or meetups but none of you are organizing it? -.-
***You're always part of my soul.
Warning: "Sabar itu sememangnya pahit bak hempedu tetapi hasilnya pasti manis bak madu di kemudian hari. " Aku mohon kesabaran itu, YA ALLAH SWT.
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