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i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
turning 22
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Thursday, November 13, 2008 ;
It's consider pathethic having just ONE, yes may i repaeat, ONE online friend or i can say MSN buddy to talk to among the 100 over in the list. Bahh, i should start deleting those who barely talk to me. But to think back, i'm usually in an 'appear offline' mode, so how the hell are they gonna approach me. LOL! I'm such a loser man! -.-
I'm waiting for the day to meet Yanti, an online friend of mine which somehow sharing the same problem as me. Someone who named herself as Poetry in my previous blog. I wanna meet her but i'm kinda shy. Hehe. Maybe one day. =)
Been talking with Amirul just now about LIFE. Practically, i think i'm having the most mundane life ever on Earth. I've not been meeting the Bestfriend since 3 weeks ago. All have been busy. Gerl with her non-ending FYP and Shida's busy with her work. Bahhhhx. So what can i do besides working my ass out everyday? That's why I need another job. -.- I'm seeing myself being wayyyyyyy too anti-social. Sigh. I seriously miss having the EX with me, cause he's where I turn too every each day and minute when the other two is busy or not. I think I'm being way too reserved since the break up. I don't mix around well anymore. I don't enjoy myself fully. I don't watch movie eventhough they're screening the best movie ever on Earth. The urge to enjoy and forget everything is there but the mood didn't match at all. At last, it left me being all alone. Back to square one. Sigh. I can't really be bothered to find a new one depsite the urge of wanting to be loved or to love someone cause he's still there, and till now he's still standing there eventhough the true fact was, he's no longer there and would never be there anymore again. Call me pathethic, please. Sigh.
I kinda feel that this blog is waaayy too boring. LOL! No one gonna read anyway.
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