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Saturday, February 21, 2009 ;

my GOD, this rashes is really killing me man! i've been scratching here and there like, forever. ouhh GOD, when is my rashes gonna meet its end? bahs. -.-

life hasn't been the same as the usual days. despite having the same routine of life for like 28 days in a proper month, there's still bits and pieces of changes. well, for my case, majority is never a good change.

like for example, i'm still down with rashes since 2-3 weeks back, i'm still moody and i'm still grumpy. -.-

btw, i read 'someone' msn nick. something which goes around something like this, "if you want someone to be happy, then you must let him/her go.. etc" hah! let's turn the table and put yourself in that particular person shoe? how would you feel? senang cakap dari buat oi. cuba lah baru boleh faham every aspect of the situation.

i remember the last time when i consoled Brother Bear about his breakup through msn. fuhhh, punyalah cantik aku susun ayat ; "dahh lahh, maybe you'll find someone better. and move on. maybe she's not the one for you.." saaaaaaap! sekali terkena my own batang nose uhhh, wahhlaaaauuweeeyyyy. heartache, heartpain, heartbroken, hearthancur, heartpecah seyy. ok Brother Bear, i take back all my nasihat yang sesungguhnya tak guna and macam faham back. its true, you can never know how they feel unless you're in their shoe. i kept telling friends to move on when they've broken up. but the fact is, its HARD BLOODY HARD to move on. now, i would never ever say to a broken couple, MOVE ON, cause if i were to say that, it's like slapping my own face with my own feet. duhhh.

i should be sleeping actually. but i'm not sleepy eventhough i'm tired and have been yawning countless time. sigh.

work? sigh, don't bother to know about cafe. absolutely useless. any other word better than useless? -.- guess what i get in return? rashes and scars due to that stupid APC.

pretty much looking forward for next week trip with mama's side cousins. despite not having much money to spend due to some unforseen circumstance (kan sha?) i'm still happy about it.

but NOTHING could beat the happiness if i get what i hoped and prayed for. =)

till here. night.



**no, i'm not willing to let anything go. neither will i stay and hold on to it. i will move on. but only when the time is right. only when my heart is truly opened for someone else. i don't know what you're doing outside, inside. but i'll pray, and pray. maybe GOD will bless me by meeting you back or maybe HE would bless me by giving me the chance to know someone else who will know how my heartbeat beats for the one i loved. i pray it would be the one that i wanted for, and that's to be with you till my last breath. baby, i love you no matter what happen. *tears* **