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Tuesday, March 31, 2009 ;
i was opening up my Business Application LCCI book just for the sake of fun, when a picture drop from one of the pages. the 1st thing that i saw was the words i've written behind the picture. gather all my courage to turn and look, just to realise tears rolling down my eyes, again. i slit it back to one of the pages because it hurts. the picture which was printed f0r my 1-year Anniversary, and framed it as a jigsaw puzzle. the gift that was given one day before he went for his NS. everything seems real fresh. and its hurting me back. :'(
reading up th0se Lecture Books didn't help much, but it gets worsen when i truly miss studying with my ITE mates. babes, i miss the whole lot of you. i miss the lame j0kes we usually share. i miss th0se tears when each of us having problems with the partners. i miss our drawing lessons. i miss skipping classes just t0 have breakfast at McDonalds. i wish we could be back in school, laughing our hearts out. i really miss you guys. open up one of your ITE books, and i bet you'll feel what i felt right now. :( we'll meet up real soon aye!
tears aside;
anger took over me the whole morning while i'm doing my 630am shift. i'm just too furi0us with work. whenever i see the schdule, i just feel like punching someone face. i don't know why. it's just so unfair. argh. i NEED to find 0ther j0b and just get out from there as soon as possible. i know i should feel contented cause the very least i gotta job, but i think its just way too much ahh. totally not appreciated at all.
but the moment Tuty came in, my head feels a bit lighter. at least she makes me smile. very much needed indeed. but one person that makes me smile and laugh to my ownself was Amirul. he and his antiques. he was doing closing yesterday night and he knows i'm doing opening the next day. guess what he did?
he pasted all this at the side of the espresso machine. the funny part was his message, "Please BE JEALOUS!" -.-
ada ada je tau dia. what's inside? he got this 2 letter from a primary 6 girl yang telah jatuh cinta pandang pertama with him. LOL! that girl mentioned he's HAWT especially his eyes! LOL! seriously, i was smiling reading th0se letters. berani ehk budak2 perempuan nowadays? hahaha. haiy0oo. ishh isshh issh. then i was like messaging him, "ehh sayang, you nak i buang surat2 tu ke you nak simpan?" and he say, "sembarang you laa. i cuma nak kasi you tengok je. x) " HAHAHAHA. setttoppp it sak. best tau melayan dia. LOL! dia pun kaki melayan. nyeahahaha. mirul... mirul... gerek jugak otak kau ehhh. hah!
sidetrack;
i just feel 2009 is not the right year yet for me. it sucks. everything. sigh
till here.
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