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WANEE
turning 22
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Monday, June 08, 2009 ;
something(s) have been disturbing my mind lately. i'm not sure what actually happened.
i've tried my best to shrug it off, but all those questions keep asking me again and again. i don't know. my mind is not clear. i'm not sure of myself and i'm not sure bout' all this. gaaahhh! i hate this feeling man.
i knew somethings have change pretty good, especially in me. things like missing, thinking and crying. but i can't lie, cause deep down inside, when i asked myself this,
"now, how about him?"
my only answer is, "i still love him. and he is still the one who stays in here."
sometimes i wished it wasn't You, but him who cares so much about me. sometimes i wished it wasn't You, but him who makes me laugh. sometimes i wished it wasn't You, but him who pacify me when i'm angry. and i've always wished that he is there with me like how You've been there for me.
but i need to snap back to reality. cause it was You, who cares so much about me, who makes me laugh and You, who pacify me when i'm angry. not him.
thank you for being there for me, every now and then, and making me feel appreciated even for a minute. much much appreciated.
but somethings just takes a longer time to change.
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