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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 ;

Bishan Atrium is killing me although i've only worked for 2 whole days! my feet hurts like there's no tomorrow and the pain from my head is like shouting for help. and the best part!! i can't even sleep. so now, here i am passing the time with blogging and chatting. -.-

nonetheless, i've made a few Friends over that side. :) like Katrina, a 17-year old gerek babe which 85% look like the Ex, ex. get it? LOL! the Ex...EX? like my Ex, Ex? ahahahaha. but of course, Katrina is different, in some way i guess. LOL! not only her, there's a lot more. extremely great bunch of PASSIONATE people! wahhh!

next up, JPT! wuuhhhuuu!!! catch me LIVE at JPT! wahhh gitu laaa, ala ala pr0m0te! hahahaha. Kak Siti's going to be there for 4 days! Yiiiihaaaa!!! and next, she's making sure i'm over at her side so we can go makan together. LOL!. i miss her. well, actually i'm msn-ing with her now. hahhaha. talking about 'some' issues. and honestly, we're laughing out loud msn-ing each other. i wanna cut n paste our conversation, but tkpelah, takot some people know who we're talking about. but its fcuking funny! ok, i don't care, i still miss her. period.




was online-ing with the deep-inside-i-still-love-you b0y, for awhile. cause he's busy, busy with DOWNLOADING GAMES. like what the fcuk? he never change. haha. well, ask him few questions like how come Kak Syg no longer have her usual Friday breakfast with Hubby. LOL! i miss him. :(



and, about the other issue? geeeeez, i'm not so sure over and about everything. it left me with a whole lot of question marks. contradicting? maybe. you'll know how hard it is when you're in my sh0e. you don't know what you want, you don't know what others want, and you don't even know what's happening around some particular person. maybe she's right. i'm not open to some things. well, actually most of the things. or maybe its just me, being ME, thinking over some things which is not imp0rtant? or maybe, there's actually nothing to think about?

see, i'm making things difficult for myself. because i wanna get away. i'm finding all sorts of things or reasons which can lead me to losing a friend. when actually, somehow i know what's my answer to all those question marks. i wanna answer them, but i kept having s0me corrections to it, if you understand what it means. but how am i going to get away without having to leave anything behind? i can't. unless i could find a reason to escape.

and i need to find it soon before i start to feel the same feeling 1 year back. i can't face that again, cause its way too hurtful.






all i can say to her ;
"i can't cause he still stays deep inside my heart.
& i won't want to remove him from his throne.
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