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WANEE
turning 22
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 ;
ahh, whatever the word is, i can't describe what and how i feel NOW, right NOW. at this blue seat, infront of the screen. despite the extremely cooling air from the wind and rain, it doesn't makes me feel better, even for a single bit. shucks.
i AM really depressed in not having any proper j0b at this age, 21 bloody years old. c'mon, even a 19-years old girl could grab that admin job but why couldn't ME? ok honey, i know, rezeki masing masing. but what the hell with some criteria needed to apply for the job? urgh. sickening son of some mother fcuking vagina! fuck! fuck! fuck! argggghh!
and to add to those depression moments, i'm seriously pissed off with people who fcuking think they can work so damn nicely but what the hell?! if you wanna talk about me behind my back, then as pleased cause i know, i've done what i think i should do. rather than YOU, keeps nagging but not a single shit done. ehh, what the fcuk laa ehkk.
re-shufflement? put me there, and you won't see me again. oh baby, i meant my words.
alright i am feeling really sucky.
Ya ALLAH SWT, bless me with patience, please. bring back my inner peace. gain me my strength back. i needed it so much, please.
i wanna be my old-self back ;
the girl who just shut her life from outside world.
the girl who'll pray and asked GOD for her LOVE to come back.
the girl who'll cry and cry every single night.
the girl who'll just work non stop just to forget about her present,
and by the end of the day, cries quietly for her past.
i miss that girl ; weird.
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