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i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
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Friday, July 10, 2009 ;
extremely busy. that's why NO updates. :)
well, a LOT of things happen. and A LOT of things is running on my mind. bahs.
alright let's start with the JPT ATRIUM. been working 7 days (more?) for the whole stretch of the days. its either when i'm off from Cafe, i'll be at BS or vice versa. i'm so sure my body gonna ache, real soon. the atrium was FUN! hahaha. those Mak-Nyahs jokes are like a big HAHA. great laugh with them man! ouhhh! actually we din hit the target, failed by 2K. but i guess Belle and Carol manage to appeal since we only got 8 wagon. and yes! Carol just informed me that they let us get the ka-ching commission! hehehe, so i've earned *calculate with the fingers* errrm, secret. hehe. well, enough for me to save. :) by the way, talked to Belle about converting but jyeahhhh, i'm still thinking thou'. grrrrr.....
work, as in CAFE, is pretty much changing every now and then. its just way too different. i miss the whole experience when i 1st started there. but oh well, time pass and things change. just hope we'll be as one like last time. :) well, we can't avoid some issues eyyy? hehs.
working with the new Cafe manager is extremely BETTER then the previous one. Loreann, please be BETTER. hahaha. cleaned up tjose shelving and cupboard with her. haa! i can't wait for the tables and chairs to be changed. mcm nak dekat nazak khazanah khazanah pat cafe tu. LOL!
alright. need to do some stuffs like, SLEEP? lol. nahh, just wanna tame my tak senonoh nails later. chiiooowwwww baby!
things to be done:
delete the EX from Facebook. (checked)
ignore some people. (in the process)
forget all this issues. (UNDONE)
hehs.
moving on. as i said, whatever happens, happens. and that's what i've expected things to be. i'm sorry cause i kept forcing you. but i think it's better that way. you've lose me, i don't want you to lose her. its difficult when we are both unsure. and so, i decided to take my leave. i can never denied what i felt inside but i guess this is the way i hoped for. i've always asked GOD to show me something, and maybe this? jyeahhh, prolly we're meant just to be friends. i believe she can love you more than i do. i hope i didn't hurt you further. our memories are just as great as friends. i've spent extremely GREAT time with you for the past 3 months. thank you for bringing those smiles back even for a minute. and for now, i shall take my leave bit by bit cause i know it HURTS badly for your partner to know you have a best-girl-friend by your side. :) i know you've been wanting to read up my blog, but NO. hehs. just for the sake of writing, take good care of her. she loves you more than herself. she's just like me when i'm with the Ex.
and Ayah, you're one of the reason for all the things happened to me now. all my decision made is 80% because of you. i'm sorry cause i blame you. you're just way too selfish, Ayah. but still, i won't have the heart to hurt you cause i could find any guy, but not any DAD and i understand you want the best for me. nevermind, i'll let go of this. the very least, i'm the one who'll need to go through all this, not you.
forget it. move on.
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