i rant. i scream. i cry.
i laugh. i bitch. i post.
that's what Blog is all about ?
WANEE
turning 22
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Monday, November 02, 2009 ;
i am STUPID and IDIOTIC enough to read back some of my past entries.
to tell you the truth, i swear, i AM TRULY affected by it.
goshhh. you won't know how lousy i felt right now. how further can my pathethic-ness can be reached? unlimited. mampos! i am totally indulged with my past right now. all those memories keep zapping through my mind. every seconds, minutes, hours and so on. pathethic. pathethic. i'm such a great loser towards love. -_____-
the present is totally not much of a help. cause obviously i am nothing, prolly? i don't know. it just doesn't feel right. it's not what i felt few years back. ok, maybe i did feel it but not over the other end. and that's what makes me feel its not the same. TAD TOO DIFFERENT. wayyyyyy farrrr different. so, here's one of the reason for me to compare and look back instead of looking forward. what the............
i am totally clueless about the future. i couldnt see even a single thing. not even a mist. everything is totally so "DANG". tembok. -.- i don't know how my future gonna be. be it, work or personal thing. howwwww? i am at a complete lost.
i feel so stupid. damn fcuking stupid.
gahhh. i feel much worst then what i blogged. jahanam abes!
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